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I did it again, Even though i promised....
I did it again, Even though I promised never to do it again.
I even threw anything that would tempt me,
Asking others to do it so I wouldn't keep them.
And even though I know I shouldn't,
No one was home,
And it was there, shining at me.
I took it and it was cold.
And even though I know I shouldn't,
I felt refreshed.
I felt scared.
But I was happy. For a moment.
Damn I really do hate myself.
I thought I changed.
But what I really thought was what others thought.
I'm still the same.
I dare grab the reflecting shine again
For boredom, and most importantly,
For the sake of telling myself the truth.
I’m sad,
I hate myself,
And I would never forget that I’m insane.
I did it again, Even though I promised never to do it again.
I even threw anything that would tempt me,
Asking others to do it so I wouldn't keep them.
And even though I know I shouldn't,
No one was home,
And it was there, shining at me.
I took it and it was cold.
And even though I know I shouldn't,
I felt refreshed.
I felt scared.
But I was happy. For a moment.
Damn I really do hate myself.
I thought I changed.
But what I really thought was what others thought.
I'm still the same.
I dare grab the reflecting shine again
For boredom, and most importantly,
For the sake of telling myself the truth.
I’m sad,
I hate myself,
And I would never forget that I’m insane.
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...Damn it,
Damn it, damn it, damn it.
Damn it, damn it, damn it.
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hey now dont be like that